im in an off mood

see her. thats samantha. i calls her sam. shes my other other half. (apparently i have three halves..allie claims one too..)
anyways. not the point.

most of you have at least heard of this girl. and if you havent. cough, willis, cough. shes my bestest friend and i lovers her lots.
but again, not the point.

ive been friends with sam for almost 9 years. she and i used to be suuuuuuuuuuper tight.
then i had to go and move. damn me. i havent seen her since my 15th birthday. (thats almost 3 years...)
its really starting to get to me. i miss the days when we would hang out nonstop. we were inseparable, not kidding. we would literally spend all day together. we were best friends, hell, we were family.
dont get me wrong, she still is. i just..i dont know. we've drifted A LOT over the past few months. im afraid that we are going to drift apart completely. i dont know that i could cope with that. i seriously think i'd break down. *pushes thought out of her mind*
im trying to go up there for spring break this year, but i dont think its gonna happen. dammit.

ok. im done ranting.

>>dani