to the friends that love and put up with me:

you guys are fantastic, thank you.

Love.

"Dreamed I could Fly;
I don't know why they say when you dream about flyin', you must be feelin' good.
I dreamed I could fly;
I got really high, I was dreaming about you."

these lyrics make my life better every time it sucks.
thanks dad.

favorite quote of the evening:

"they're both idiots in this town. republicans are mostly ignorant white trash bigots and the democrats are arrogant, self serving egotistical preachy bastards"
--he who eats indian food without me.. all the time..

lovelovelovelovelove!!

Three Signs You Know You're an Alcoholic:

1. after a night of heavy drinking, you wake up in the morning fully clothed going “hey. Somebody shit in my pants”

2. After a few cocktails you find yourself on the freeway going “why the fuck is everyone going the wrong way!”

3. You get drunk and decide you want Indian food. You wake up in the morning in Bombay with an elephant licking your balls.

Thank you Robin Williams! Love!!!

and this is why i have little faith in humanity some days..

"Someone told me once to come to the darkside they have cookies and milk!!! well wtf are you suppose to do when ur lactose and tolerant like me??? Bahahahaha"

christ almighty..

this song is my new favorite.

and it makes me a terrible SPEA major.. :D

FRANCO UN-AMERICAN BY NOFX

I never thought about the universe, it made me feel small
Never thought about the problems of this planet at all
Global warming, radio-active sites
Imperialistic wrongs and animal rights! no!

Why think of all the bad things when life is so good?
Why help with an 'am' when there's always a 'could'?
Let the whales worry about the poisons in the sea
Outside of california, it's foreign policy

I don't want changes, I have no reactions
Your dilemmas are my distractions

That's no way to go, franco un-american
No way to go, franco un-american
No way to go, franco un-american
No way to go, franco, franco un-american

I never looked around, never second-guessed
Then I read some howard zinn now I'm always depressed
And now I can't sleep from years of apathy
All because I read a little noam chomsky


[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/franco-un-american-lyrics-nofx.html ]

I'm eating vegetation, 'cause of fast food nation
I'm wearing a couple of shoes 'cause of globalization
I'm watching michael moore expose the awful truth
I'm listening to public enemy and reagan youth

I see no world peace 'cause of zealous armed forces
I eat no breath-mints 'cause their from de-hoofed horses
Now I can't believe; what an absolute failure
The president's laughing 'cause we voted for nader

That's no way to go, franco un-american
No way to go, franco un-american
No way to go, franco un-american
Where can we go, franco un-american

I want to move north and be a canadian
Or hang down low with the nice australians
I don't want to be another 'i-don't-care-ican'
What are we gonna do franco, franco un-american

my current thoughts on life

i've had a lot of down time today.
what did i fill that down time with?
lots of thinking.
i'm now going to tell you all about the thoughts that went through my mind today. read it or dont. your choice. :p

first of all, i woke up thinking. OHMYGODWHYISITSOFUCKINGCOLDINHERE!!! it was quite cold in my apartment this morning, or, all day really. i turned the heat on a couple of hours ago. i didnt really want to, but then i thought to myself, you're cold. youre wearing a hoodie and you have a blanket on and youre still cold. turn the damn heat on. and so i did, much to the dismay of my roommate, i imagine. sorry. i didnt want to be cold anymore.

i am really just over this school thing. i just dont like the monotony of it all. wake up. go to class. come home. do homework. maybe do something fun. go home. go to sleep. do it all again. thats literally my every day schedule, except on fridays and saturdays its work instead of class. its all quite tiresome after a while.

i have the best friends ever. you guys all rock. i know i've been quite the whiny baby lately, and i'm sorry for that. especially to my darling c-wikka wikka, seeing as how you get the majority of the bitching. youre the best. :]

i am feeling much better about my life now. things arent awesome, far from it, but i just stopped caring about the bullshit that was bringing me down. and ta da! i'm happy again. its a great thing.

okay. i'm gonna pass out now. goodnight.

the date is october 3rd.

and i just turned my heat on.
damn.

food for thought

hmm.
please just do what i ask of you.
it would make my day, seriously.
:]