Sunday, December 28, 2008

20 favorite moments of 2008

20. monday nights at 9, watching intervention with mom.
19. phone calls with dad.
18. lazy movie days at home.
17. witnessing catfights at MHS. [those were always the best]
16. running an 11 minute mile. [see, i can run. and you all doubted me.]

15. bike rides with the doggy.
14. hanging out at the waterfall with stacey.
13. getting overly excited about american idol.
12. sleeping in til noon.
11. turning 18.
10. the van. 'nough said.
9. purchasing this laptop, with my own money.
8. baking with allie.
7. the many starbucks nights. [i love all who participate]
6. going to and from school with carrie. we had a great time.
5. wing days!!!
4. tard parking it up!
3. graduating.
2. spending time with jordan. ily :]
1. not letting my first semester of college kill me. its a proud moment.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

because i'll forget to do this later.. why? because i suck at blogging.


yeah. its about a month too early.
deal with it.

2008. by far the greatest year ever. i graduated. i'm in college. [and i'm loving every minute of it...except for these god forsaken finals..] and even though i'm in college, i've managed to maintain some pretty awesome friendships with some of the coolest people in the world. this is a post dedicated to you guys. you guys are my favorites.

youre always there to make me laugh when i'm upset, or to bitchslap me when i'm getting too out of hand. :p always there to place the appropriate "i'll push you down the stairs" threat when it needs to be said *cough cough* KAYLA *cough cough* i love you all. here come the shout outs. *note* the order does not mean i love you more, but i can let you think that if you want. :p

Jordan [Willis]- well. i did it. i can finally look at you and go *his name is jordan* whereas, a year ago, that was impossible. i blame your family. its their fault. well. i love you. you make me smile. youre my best friend. you and i have had one kickass year. i loved every minute of it. well. except for this one thing. youre all the way over there. and i'm all the way over here. that sucks. you make me happy. you make me laugh. youre
amazing. times 2. i love you. lots. <3

Allie- oh best friend. i miss you. youre amazing. i can always count on you to make me laugh. you say the silliest things sometimes. i love you for it. over christmas break, we'd best be doing some major hang out time. i love you allieface. your amazing.

Kayla- kayla kayla kayla. how i love thee. you are my numba one ho, fosho. <--- thats me being gangsta. i hope you liked it. you and i, we're like two peas in a peapod. i love you dearly. whenever i think b-dub's, i think of you. whenever i see a squirrel, i think of you, whenever i look at a meat cleaver, you'd best believe your face pops in my head. i love you. i love you and your hair. you are awesome.

Jen- oh jen. youre perhaps the most kickass person ever. driving from ft. wayne, to b-town, and then to purdue. and then doing it again, but backwards. you rock. i love you for that. that was one of the most awesome weekends ever. i can always run to you when i need something crazy and outlandish to say. i love you.

Nicki [Otis]- my roommate. my most favoritest roomie. i love our 5 year old craft time adventures. i love your drunk song. i love your lysol obsession, it makes for good laughs. youre an awesome individual. thanks for that. :]

Lisa- my future roomie. lisa. youre amazing. you make me laugh. next year is going to be so awesome. i'm stoked. have fun in dallas my dear. :]

Saturday, October 18, 2008

bring on the rain

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're
unlike any other?
always be my thunder, and I said
eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

ily. :]

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

you can hate me, after you pay me.

Prostitution is the World's Oldest Profession [And I, Dear Madame, Am A Professional]

Cobra Starship

Do you know who I am?
Good, neither do I.
Got nothing to say (got nothing to say)
but if you pay me I can play the fool.

Go on, believe, if it turns you on.
Take what you need ‘til your body’s numb.
Prostitution is revolution.
You can hate me, after you pay me.
My submission is your addiction.
So just get out while you can.

Do you remember when the only thing that mattered was
taking time for the things you love?
But now you’ve got to humour all these fools.

Go on, believe, if it turns you on.
Take what you need ‘til your body’s numb.
Prostitution is revolution.
You can hate me, after you pay me.
My submission is your addiction.
So just get out while you can.

If you need me I’m your man.
But you don’t wanna see me mad.
Oh! No! We don’t care!
You’re a pro and it’s no surprise, yeah.
Oh! No! We don’t care!

Go on, believe, if it turns you on.
Take what you need ‘til your body’s numb.
Prostitution is revolution.
You can hate me, after you pay me.
My submission is your addiction.
So just get out while you can.

Two reasons for this post:
1. I love Kayla.
2. I love Cobra


Thursday, September 25, 2008


Chemistry Calculator.

Im helping make it.
Check it out.
[LIES! love, jordan. :] ]

p.s. [to dani]
I love you. So, so so so so so much.
Just want you to know that, dear.
Im so looking forward to seeing you tomorrow.
You have no idea.
Really, you dont.
I cant wait to hold you.
I cant wait to see your beautiful smile.
I cant wait to make that beautiful smile.

I love you, dear.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

yay for allie and i

[15:52] squishysrock4695: my roommate is serously in a class callled " walking class"
[15:55] sonotperfect423: ?
[15:55] sonotperfect423: she walks for a grade?
[15:55] sonotperfect423: i would fail

i make myself laugh

Interesting Slogan...

i was on my cousin adelle's facebook.
she commented on this photo.
in case you cant read it, it says
"Satisfaction with every Erection"

feel free to die laughing now.

i'm out.

Sunday, September 21, 2008


the roommate and i are watching grey's anatomy.
while watching this.. i heard a quote.

this episode features a girl with severe scoliosis.
dr. shepard and torres are like *we can make you stand up straight by cutting out a portion of your spine and reconnecting it with a mesh metal cage*
and the scoliosis girl is like.
*are you ferreal, because you know its not nice to mock a crippled girl*

i busted out laughing.
my roommate, nicki, doesnt know.. or rather.. hasnt made any mention of the crip whatsoever, so i just got a really weird look.

it was funny.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

postsecret. <3

allie, i saw this and immediately thought of you.
just thought i would tell you. :]

Thursday, September 11, 2008

i have a song

Miss Dani
Steven Speaks

I'm here again in the city
Reminds me of the time I drove to town to pick you up
Then we talked of leaving
We knew the bags we packed in the back would be enough
And it makes me wonder why we didn't go

Oh no Miss Dani
Why are we here in this town?
We could be driving
We could be to Mexico by now
Now Miss Dani
Why are we here on our own?
We could be together
Laying on a beach in Mexico
Miss Dani

I know timing wasn't perfect
When you said you wished we had met five years from now
You know I will be waiting
I still think we should have left two weeks go
And i think that deep inside you you still know

Oh now Miss Dani
Why are we here in this town?
We should be driving
We should be to Mexico by now
Now Miss Dani
Why are we here on our own?
We could be together
Lying on a beach in Mexico

And something I don't want to do
Is leave here without you
You know I could never stay
So I'm leaving anyway

Oh now Miss Dani
Why are we here in this town?
We should be driving
We should be to Mexico by now
Now Miss Dani
Why are we here on our own?
We sould be together
Laying on a beach in Mexico
Now Miss Dani

allie found these lyrics for me.
i has a song

Thursday, August 28, 2008

yay college!

i'm at IU. finally. after 18 years of life, im in college.

i'm still iffy about it, actually.
im excited to be here, but at the same time i miss everyone.
i miss my friends. i have almost no one here with me. yes, i have gabby, and thats all fine and dandy, really. but i dont have anyone else. and thats upsetting. i miss everyone. i reaaaaaally miss jordan. like ferreal. i didnt think that would hit me this early. i saw him tuesday after all.. but i do. i think its because i realize that i probably wont see him for a while, and that makes me sad. really really sad. ive gotten out of the dorm a bit. but i figured something out about myself, i cant approach people and talk to them. its hard for me to do. so, because of this, i havent met many new people. i mean, ive got nicki [the roommate] and ashley [seans girlfriend] but lets face it, other than people i've already known, ive made maybe 4 new friends since ive been here. i dont just randomly walking up to a group of people and introducing myself. thats not me.

but, dont get me wrong. i'm having a blast. today gabby and i went up to the college of arts and sciences expo at the IMU. that was fun. after that we went to culture fest. i didnt stay with gabby for long, i went back to the dorm for a bit. [i had a package of printer paper that was getting a little heavy] so, i dropped that off, chilled in the room for a bit then went out exploring. i got to know a bit of the campus.







ok. all done.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

the updated version




the 'Fiends' list

this is for you, my dearest kayla:


chem lab fiends
independent study fiends
wasting time in bio fiends
wasting time in general fiends
starbucks fiends
tard park fiends
wing day fiends
soap opera watching fiends
tard swinging fiends
delicious music fiends
watersliding fiends
brownie making fiends
antwooon drawing fiends
Q-word making fiends
new word making fiends
college-going fiends
dance-making fiends
idle-threat making fiends

cornhole fiends

i cant think of any more...

but there you go kayla..the fiend list.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

the last post before college...maybe...

i'm doing my shout out post now. i leave for college soon. i'm excited/scared/nervous/sad/every other possible emotion known to man. i dont know what college has in store for me, but i'll do it. i'll get through it. i know i will. i found out who my roommate is today, her name is nicki wishart. we texted for a bit earlier. she seems nice. i still dont know much about her yet, though. willis is in florida being a beach fiend, i miss him. but, he comes home soon, so its all good. :]

now for the purpose of this post. the shout outs.

my dear friends. i am leaving you very soon, or rather, YOURE ALL LEAVING ME! DAMN YOU AND YOUR STARTING EARLY!!! its a sad thought, but its also very exciting. i will mis you all terribly.

Kayla-- oh dearest kayla. how i love you. you and i are a fun couple of people. the words we make up, the funny we create, and the cheesey soap operas we watch. im going to miss all that. youre an amazing person. im going to miss poking fun at the mullafro. im going to miss all your silly little threats. i love you kayla.

Jordan-- Willis, Jordan..whatever i decide to call you... you are amaaaaaaaaaaazing. you and i, we fit. we fit well. i love us. i love all that we have. you make me so unbelieveably happy. i want you to know that i love you. i am going to miss the hell out of you. i love having you around all the time, and when that stops, it'll be hard, but we're us. we can do it. i love you. please dont miss me too much, i will be back. <3

Jen-- jen, jen, jen. you are an amazing person, my dear. you and i didnt really start talking til this year, but i'm so very glad that we did. you are one crazy chick. and i love that. the words youve just randomly blurted out will stay with me forever. i am going to miss you a lot, jen. i hope you have an amazing life. have fun in college.

Allie-- you are going to have so much fun in college, i have a feeling. try not to let your dorm get too messy... i love you allie. youre amazing. i will forever miss our pasta fridays, our random burn parties, and the late night conversations about absolutely nothing. im going to miss you dear, im going to miss you a lot.

ok. i know there are more people. but i'm far too lazy to type them all right now.. ill add them in later. i love you guys.


Sunday, June 29, 2008

please do this....

So You Think You Know Me...
(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Point) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 points) Do you think I'm a virgin:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) Whats my phone number:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

I'll send you your grade...

80-85 Points; Best Friend.
70-79 Points; Great Friend.
40-69 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask me when.
00-19 Points; Either you're a crappy friend, or you're new friend

Saturday, June 14, 2008


things are finally starting to slow down.

IU orientation was this week. [thursday and friday]
it was fun.

i got my campus access card [student id card]
i registered for classes.
i met some cool people.

hoo rah.

now im uploading photos.


my schedule for first semester:

8:00am-8:50am [mon./wed./fri/]--chem lecture
11:15am-12:05pm [mon.-fri.]--precal/trig
12:20pm-1:10pm [mon.-thurs.]--french
1:25pm-2:15pm [mon./wed./fri.]--english
1:25pm-2:15pm [tues./thurs/]--chem discussion
3:30pm-6:30pm [mon.]--chem lab

im sorry if thats hard to follow.
monday-- classes start at 8, done at 6:30
tuesday/thursday-- classes start at 11:15, done at 2:15
wednesday/friday--classes start at 8, done at 2:15

yay for easy schedules!

they put on a little play thing.
it went a little like this.

sing a song about college
cast goes and gets drunk at a party. a very drunk guy sings a song about how very not drunk he is.
cast goes to a party the next night, drunk guy from the night before decides to not drink. theres a song about sluts.
guy who decided not to drink ends up raping some chick..but he thought she was kidding.
it leads to a song about consent.
play ends.

it was hilarious..
especially the song about sluts.
it made me think of kayxlaface.

i decided to get a dell and not a mac.
this is because i really didnt want to spend money on buying the software i wouldve needed to buy to make the mac work for me and my purposes. that and i can get a pretty yellow computer. yaaaaaay.

my mouth hurts.
i hate my teeth right now.
i need to make a trip to the dentist, yo.

ok. i think im done updating for now.
bye bye.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

i did it.

i graduated.
i did it.
im done.

hoo freakin rah
yay dani.

this has been a crazy week.
crazy good, not bad.

dad flew in on friday.

i saw him for all of about 5 hours while he was here.
he came to my grad party, but i was far too consumed in hanging out with people to talk to him.
he came to graduation, we hung out afterwards.
we said our goodbyes. it was sad. it always is. but! no tears. for the first time ever. woo dani.

my party.
it was amaazing.

i love my friends.

also amazing.
i saw everyone.
it was cool.

stevens party.
woo. that was fun.

carries party.
i missed it.
but we partied at starbucks all night, so its cool.

my phone(s)
they get a lot of use.
last night was fun.
3 hours and some odd minutes.
its a record, yo.


i like this happy emotion i seem to be feeling.
its kinda killer.
not gonna lie.
i think i'll keep this one around for a while.
ya know, until i start thinking about that chem placement test i just took, and failed...

note to self. dont fall in it.

oh yeah. guess what i didnt do sunday..
hells yeah.
im amazing.

i has a pretty camera.
its super sexy.
fyi. you know youre a picture whore when youve taken 141 pictures within a two day time frame.

youre all injured and whatnot.
you say youre fine. but i dont believe you.

this worries me.

im sorry i woke you up for nothing.
i owe you my left kidney and half my liver.

ok. thats all for now.
off to kokomo.

bye bye

Monday, June 2, 2008

yay for updates.

its been a good couple of days.
im happy about this.

my head is no longer a whirlwind of complexicated emotions.
im happy.
just happy.
yay dani. =]

my dad will be here in 3 days.
i havent seen him in over a year.
yay dani.

sam will more than likely be here on friday.
havent seen her in over 3 years.
again, yay dani.

no more school.
yay dani.

graduation sunday.
yaaaaaaaaaaay dani.

i am still outfit-less for graduation.
minor setback that i am determined to fix.
not a problem.

my phone died.
sorry willis.
people in my house are incapable of putting phones on chargers....

and im listening to flogging molly for the first time in forever.
requiem for a dying song. download it. love it.

anything else worth noting?

oh yes.


im done.
i love you all.


Thursday, May 29, 2008


sum 41

Well I won’t be caught living in a dead end job
While praying to my government guns and gods
Now it's us against them
We’re here to represent
To spit right in the face of the establishment.

And now i dont believe (ain't got no faith in nothing)
Stand on my own (ain't got no sympathy)
Wasting the youth (while being young and useless)
Speak for yourself (and dont pray for me)

Well because we're doing fine
And we don't need to be told
That we're here doing fine
Cause we won't give you control
And we don't need anything from you
Cause we'll be just fine
And we won't be bought and sold
Just like you

(A call across the underclass)

Calling out loud with no respect
I’m not the one, just another reject
I’m the voice to offend, All those who pretend
Unsung against the grain I'm here to rise against

And now i'm desensitized ( I state my place in nowhere)
Burning the flag (of the degeneration)
Everyone see (the anthem of no future)
Down with the mass (causes we're not listening)

Well because we're doing fine
And we don't need to be told
That we're here doing fine
Cause we won't give you control
And we don't need anything from you
Cause we'll be just fine
And we won't be bought and sold
Just like you

May I have your attention please…
I pledge allegiance to the underclass as your hero at large.


We’re the saints of degeneration
We don’t owe anyone an explanation
Fuck elitists
We don’t need this
We're the elite of the just alright

Well because we're doing fine
And we don't need to be told
That we're here doing fine
Cause we won't give you control
And we don't need anything from you
Cause we'll be just fine
And we won't be bought and sold
Just like you

yay lyrics.

in other news.
my head is no longer a tornado of emotions.
im liking this.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008


i think i have all this figured out.
i dont know.


for the first time in nearly a month i woke up feeling not dead.
my insides are no longer waging a war against each other...well..for the most part. but thats besides the point.

uncertainty is still an issue, but i'll get past it.
in the mean time.
i'll say this.

ily homeskillet.


Tuesday, May 27, 2008


guess what..
im asking.
tell me whats wrong with you.

Monday, May 26, 2008



Sunday, May 25, 2008

for the record....

imma miss the hell out of you.


last night was fun.

hung out with shay.

willis. i swear, you really have to stop hurting yourself. this is becoming an issue my dear.

now i must go get ready.
i will talk to you all later

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

american idol

gah. american idol was great.

two hours of my life, absorbed into a tv.
im pleased with myself.

david cook, yo.
friggin sweet.
he won by 12 million votes.
damn straight.

mental note: purchase orange juice and stash it in carries car for those icky *i feel like hell* mornings that seem to keep attacking me.
mental note #2: bring bio stuff to school tomorrow.


the park

last night was fun.

the park is amazing.
i love my friends.


ap chem is no fun.

bye bye.

Monday, May 19, 2008


im getting really tired of the sickish feeling i have.
its going on 4 days now.
blah. its annoying.

the battery on this is about to die.

ive been thinking about the whole college thing all day long.
while im excited about it, im also really saddened by it too.

im leaving behind some pretty amazing people.

two in particular.

stacey- she shares my obsessions. i love her dearly.
willis- you are perhaps the most amazing person ever. it makes me sad to leave you. :[

hey... that *critical battery* sign just popped up.
thats my cue to leave.

im going to go get ready for the academic banquet now.
i'll be home around 9 should any of you slackerfaces want to talk to me.


Sunday, May 18, 2008

for future reference...

the word was *SITCHEEEEEEATED*

dani nicknames:

danielle [the real name]
dani [the name i tend to go by]
daniface [its what willis calls me]
danibug [given by my dad]
danikins [given by jo]
frankencripple [thank you jen collins]
cripples mcscarface [this was a team effort: sean, and ann]
cripply [sean is responsible for this one]
speed racer [jon stuart and dennis webb]
danu [fertotally allies fault]
punk [allie and lamar]
molly [ allie houk]
danielley [the father]

snag [jcrunk]
scuttlebutt [only to be used by ann..if you call me this..i kill you]

hmm..not as long as i thought.
those are the nicknames.

Friday, May 16, 2008

this has been a lovely week.

so... this week has been pretty awesome.

monday, i walked to the park to hang out with willis, steven, and josh.
it was a fun time. [minus the parts where willis gave me a heart attack..but..its ok.]
oh yeah, took the bio ap wasnt so bad.

my brain was mush the rest of the day.

wednesday. nothing worth noting.

thurday. boring day.

friday. ooo buddy. amazing day. got up at like 10 ish. did a semesters worth of algebra in two hours.
went to my house. chilled. filled out all my graduation announcement stuff.
then we went to the park.
good god, i love my friends.

mini shout out time.

allie--you tackle hugged me a lot today. i love you.
willis-- you bit me a lot today. but, i think the kajillion hugs i got more than made up for that.
oh, and my arm is wet because of you. XD. i love you too.
steven--who pisses on slides? SERIOUSLY! youre the greatest. bravo.
kayla and jen-- you two are just amazing. plain and simple.

ok. im done for now. mac and cheese time.

i love you<3

Saturday, May 10, 2008

this depresses me.

theres no point in going to warped tour this year.

two reasons.

1. paramore isnt playing in indy.
2. rise against isnt playing in indy, or anywhere near us for that matter.

this makes me sad.

ugh. i was looking forward to this.
now i dont see a point.

oh darnit.


Thursday, May 8, 2008

its twitching like a dying orangutan. :]

from willis' vf:

I can see!
But now I have to re-get used to my glasses.

I blame Dani for finding them.

yay for being able to see!!
im still trying to picture willis with glasses.
i cant do it.

in other news.
i got my orientation stuff for IU today.
im registering right now..

should i go with session A?
we'd have to leave at like.. 5am..ish....

but if i take session B i wont get home til super late the next night.
choices choices.

i need a new computer.
i need a new computer now.

pardon me while i go make this one blow up.


Tuesday, May 6, 2008

oh darnit.

obama lost the indiana primary.

i blame my nonvoting self.

why did i miss the deadline.

oh drat.

theres still hope.

so help me if another clinton gets in office...
im moving to canada.

Monday, May 5, 2008

murder the government.

these are some fun lyrics.



I wanna see the constitution burn
Wanna watch the white hourse overturn
Wanna witness some blue blood bleed red

I wanna tar and lynch the kkk
I wanna pull and shoot the nra
I wanna pay the lobbyists to kill themselves
I wanna dose the dea
I wanna join the cia (not really)

Murder the government, murder the government
Murder the government, and then do it again.. yeah
Murder the government, murder the government
Murder the government, and then
Murder the government

Sunday, May 4, 2008

what an amazing weekend.

this has been a great weekend for me.

yesterday was amazingggggg

i would love to say the day was perfect, but..i'd be lying to you.
we had a whole lotta problems.
we got lost, wasted a bunch of gas.
gabby's dinner was icky.
speeding is bad.

here are the good parts though...

academic team won 3rd in math and 2nd in ID.
i got a pretty medal.

we got to prom late, but thats perfectly alright.
it was a blast.
i loved it.

the post prom fun afterwards was amazing too.
i was a loser and fell asleep at 2:30 though.
i fail.

today was a total lazy day.
allie, willis, and i just sat there all day.
it was great.

allie did her seniors today, they're going to be sexy x 5.

now im procrastinating.
i have bio and english homework to do, and chem ap notes i SHOULD start. but will i start them, no. they arent due til friday, i have plenty of time.

ok. i'll do a photo post later.

i love you.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

busiest day EVER!

heres the schedule.

12:00- be dressed in prom stuff, be at nathans to meet up with everyone and do the picture thing.
12:45- leave nathans for lafayette.
2:30- get to purdue, go to the ID team meeting.
3:30- ID team competition
3:45- signal nathan and raver to go to texas roadhouse to save us a table.
4:30- leave academic team stuff, go to texas roadhouse
sometime before dinner- change back into our prom the texas roadhouse bathroom. [gotta love it.]
5:45- leave texas roadhouse.
7:15- get to gabby's so her dad can see her in her prom amazingness.
around 8:15- arrive at the fab 105 for prom.
12:00- ditch prom for the amazing alliedaniwillis party at allies house.

see that..
thats one busy couple of hours.
[keep in mind, i have to do two outfit changes before prom. from dress to academic team shirt, back to dress.....while havin the prom hair goin on.]

im so stoked for today though. no joke. =]


Monday, April 28, 2008

making a list.

the grad party invite list.
im making a mental note of this.

people arent in any particular order.
if you are first, it does not mean i love you more.
if you are last, it does not mean i love you less.

  1. jo
  2. kayla
  3. gabby
  4. carrie
  5. bethany
  6. caressa
  7. ereck
  8. jennifer
  9. shay
  10. mariah
  11. lacey
  12. jimmy
  13. bobbyjack
  14. steven
  15. willis
  16. allie
  17. ann
  18. jen
  19. rebecca
  20. nathan
  21. thomas
  22. samantha
  23. raver
  24. ashley
  25. luke
  26. rebe
  27. cammy
  28. daniel
  29. tyra

  1. mom
  2. arjay
  3. dad
  4. grandma clarke
  5. grandpa clarke
  6. grandma malley
  7. aunt kelly
  8. uncle lee
  9. aunt kim
  10. uncle barry
  11. *aunt sherry
  12. *uncle jim
  13. *zak
  14. *mitch
  15. *TJ
  16. margie


  1. mrs. phillippe
  2. mr. tippey
  3. mrs. miller
if i left anyone out.
yell at me for it.

Friday, April 25, 2008

Barack Obama Saturday.

allie and i have tickets to go see obama tomorrow.
yay for us.

im excited about this.


Thursday, April 24, 2008

Hands Held High--Linkin Park

i heard these lyrics for the first time this morning in carrie's car.
it was 7am, and i still thought they were amazing lyrics.. so they're worth posting.

these really speak to me...



Turn my mike up louder I got to say something

Light weights step to the side when we come in

Feel it in your chest the syllables get pumping
People on the street they panic and start running

Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming
I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme, I'm dumping

Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and

Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping
Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping

Risk something, take back what's yours
Say something that you know they might attack you for

Cause I
'm sick of being treated like I have before
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for

Like this war's really just a different brand of war
Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor

Like they understand you in the back of the jet
When you can't put gas in your tank

These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the cheque
Asking you to have compassion and have some respect

For a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
In their living room laughing like "what did he say?"


In my living room watching but I am not laughing
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen

World is cold the bold men take action
Have to react or get blown into fractions

Ten years old it's something to see
Another kid my age drugged under a jeep

Taken and bound and found later under a tree
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me

Do you see the soldiers they're out today
They brush the dust from bullet proof vests away

It's ironic at times like this you pray
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday

There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads
Inside your market, your shops, your clothes

My dad he's got a lot of fear I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show

My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine

On the back, he hand-wrote a quote inside
When the rich wage war it's the poor who die

Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"


With hands held high into the sky so blue,
As the ocean opens up to swallow you.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday dear daaaaaaaaaani.
happy birthday to me.

yay for being 18.
thank you to all who told me happy birthday.
i love you guys.

today was an uneventful day for the most part, but i did hang out with willis, steven, hodson, and kyra. it was fun. thank you to you guys for not letting me be bored all day.

thanks to gabby for the dairy queen adventure.

sorry for beating you with a coke can willis.
that was unintentional.
i promise.


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

only 5 more hours...

TIL IM 18.

i really need to do something illegal tonight.
i know! i'll download a song at 11:59. thats what i'll do.
it wont be near as satisfying as say, kicking the crap out of some helpless person,
but it'll have to do. xD

i hope youre proud of yourself.
we're going on 11 days of straight rise against.
are you happy with yourself?
you should be. this is amazing. :]

ok. enough of random thoughts.
on to ap chem and algebra homework.


Monday, April 21, 2008

Bricks--Rise Against


When faith alone is not enough,
To keep our heads barely above,
We look for reason and come up empty-handed.
And when our children fight our wars,
While we sit back just keeping score,
We're teaching murder not understanding now.

We're setting the fires to light the way,
We're burning it all to begin again,
With hope in our hearts and bricks in our hands,
We sing for change

The lives our buried sons have laid,
Won't cancel debts we've yet to pay,
In death, we justify anything now,
As long as we blindly obey and do exactly what they say,
We'll have no one to blame, but ourselves now.

We're setting the fires to light the way,
We're burning it all to begin again,
With hope in our hearts and bricks in our hands,
We sing for change.

We run on the fumes of injustice,
We'll never die with the fuel that you give us,
Keep it coming 'cause I'm prepared to burn,
Keep running, find me at every turn.

Your life around,
(into something true, into something true)
So turn your life around,
(into something true, something true)

We're setting the fires to light the way,
We're burning it all to begin again,
With hope in our hearts and bricks in our hands,
We sing for change.

Saturday, April 19, 2008


today is willis' birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLISSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thursday, April 17, 2008

in response to allies *soundtrack to your life*

the soundtrack to my life...hmmmm.

lets start with the givens, shall we...

1. if i ever leave this world alive--flogging molly
2. dreamed i could fly--my dad
3. without you--rent soundtrack
4. whats left of the flag--flogging molly

now for the fun stuff...

5. here comes the sun--the beatles
6. music of the night--andrew lloyd webber--phantom of the opera
7. the one--backstreet boys
8. once in a while--dishwalla
9. one jump ahead-- the aladdin soundrack [yeah, thats right]
10. i'll be--edwin mccain
11. finale B--rent soundtrack
12. somewhere over the rainbow--judy garland
13. rhythm of the night--moulin rouge soundtrack
14. no strings attatched--nsync [for bethany, of course]
15. shadow of the day--linkin park [its the alliedaniwillis song]
16. wonderwall--oasis
17. innocent--our lady peace
18. the longest line--noFX
19. we are broken--paramore
20. empty apartment--yellowcard
21. for good--wicked soundtrack
22. not my time--three doors down
23. gone forever--three days grace

there it is.
i like it.

hey guess what.

ID [interdisciplinary] MADE STATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be happy.
im stoked.

that is all.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Academic Team is at an End.

Area was last night.
we did really well.


[those were my teams]

[2nd]--Fine Arts--17/25
[5th]--Social Studies--11/25[yikes]

there were only 6 schools that we were competing against.
overall, we did great last night.
that, however, proved to be a pointless effort.

the only team that made it to state was Math.

now allow me to rant.

ya see, you cant challenge questions or answers to questions, you can only challenge procedure.
there, you needed to know that before i continue.

there was one question at the end of the English round. *How were Emily Dickinson's view on the war similar to those of Walt Whitman?* the answer was *similar, but less verbose.* they said the answer was *the reverse* this is wrong. or at least, thats what we believe. [and we're good at interpreting stuff, so we're right.] because of this, we missed the question. and because we missed the question, we didnt go to state. purdue...ugh. they suck hardcore. [they're the ones that write all the questions] fuck you purdue. you screwed us over in ID too. ugh.....
its not a huge deal, so we didnt get to state. i'll get over it. but its just kinda dumb, we didnt get the answers wrong because we were wrong. we got them wrong because PURDUE was wrong. why should we be penalized for their error? why?
im done ranting.

in other news.
today is Daniel's birthday. hes 17.
i know hes not going to read this, but i'll give him a mini shout out anyways.

happy birthday friend.

ugh. today is not a fun day.
not at all.
im all pessimistic. i hate it.
i hate being sdlfjasfkljsadfk-y
kajdlfasjfdklasfj is the best description for my mood i guess.

bye bye.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

the 'Q' words

the q words are words that kayxlaface and i made up last year. i dont remember why, but we did. the only people that sound right using the q words, is us. you can try, but it may not work. heres the list.


Qrap [not a favorite]
Qface [not sure how i would apply this one..but its fun]

ok. i know there are more.
i'll ask kayxlaface tomorrow. she'll know.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

a wee little update. =]

hmm. lets see.

half day. jen, kayla, and i went to ivanhoes. i had a yuuuuuuuummy sammich, and i ate my weight in ice cream. it was a lovely time. after that, we went to the tard park. great fun. i love those two.

nothing happened. woo.

amazing day. lock-in. the portland crew came [ive named them the portland crew. i like that. xD] so did jo. i love that jo came. i think the night was pretty fun, it had its dull moments, but so does every i dont know how to fix that particular problem. allie willis and steven were there. it was a hoot. i love them lots.

i just woke up, 3:45. gotta love it. now im blogging.

hey. guess what. i actually understand my ap chem stuff pretty well. do you know how awesome that is? do you know how RARE that is? im pretty stoked about it.
ok. im done for now. i'll talk to you guys later.


Friday, April 11, 2008

I've Come to Realize..

1. I've come to realize that my boobs...
are quite lovely.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk...
i ramble. and i love it.

3. I've come to realize that when I love someone...
i'll do anything for them.

4. I've come to realize that I need...

5. I've come to realize that I have lost...
my camera cord

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
i cant fix things.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...
i probably cant stand up.

8. I've come to realize that money...
is a lovely lovely thing

9. I've come to realize that people...
cannot be trusted.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be...

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on...
no one

12. I've come to realize that I enjoy...
hanging with the friends

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
is not real.

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
i was reaaaaaaaaaaally tired.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night..
i look at the pictures on my wall.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about..
the lock-in.

17. I've come to realize that babies...
are oodles of fun.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Myspace...
i feel major disappointment.

19. I've come to realize that I love listening to...
hit the lights.<3>

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

It's Ok, I'm American...

willis and steven are the two most amazing individuals on the planet.
i love you two.

hoo rah.


Sunday, April 6, 2008

Bethany Mills


now, i sing you a song.

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy biiiiiiiiirthday deaaaaaaaar bethanyyyyy
happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuu!

i love you dear.