Wednesday, January 27, 2010

life update.

time for a real post, folks.

well, i've got lots of updating to do. its been an interesting couple of weeks here at IU. a couple weeks ago i had some good fun with chelsea wilkerson and angela. we went to angela's boyfriend brock's apartment and had quite a fun time. kings is a fun.. but oh so dangerous. :p awesome.

in other news. orgo is going fantastically. i have my first quiz tomorrow. i'm not worried. i feel prepared. we'll see how that goes. :D

physics. FUCK PHYSICS. its retarded. it makes me feel stupid. :[ where are you physics guru study buddy???

oh yes. there is a development.

physics does have a good quality. there is this boy. we will not name him. we have barely spoken. but we've talked enough. and he saved my life. i'm crushin, kids. how exciting. :]

i may be goin home this weekend [fingers crossed!] why? because its only tuesday and i have already had a mental/emotional breakdown. i want mom food and harry potter-a-thons with allie, damnit. and maybe a starbucks date with the wifey? :D

i have two exams next week. physics ( :/ ) and criminal justice ( :] ).
i have two exams the next week. bio ( :] ) and orgo
( : I ).

well. i'm goin to bed now.

Monday, January 25, 2010

greatest post EVER!!!


Friday, January 22, 2010

attention attention

ladies and gents.
we are officially over it. life is less complicated. fucking finally.


get fit 2010 will be the death of me.
that is all.

Monday, January 18, 2010

brick by boring brick

josh and steven = coolest people ever.

minus you, beef. of course

Saturday, January 16, 2010

this ties in with the post from the other day.

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury? What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

the message behind this song was recently pointed out to me by a friend who was like "man. this is totally what you and jordan are like" ha. its kinda true.

side note: i havent talked to him in almost two weeks. this is the best i've felt about myself in months.

ohh.. last night.

i feel good now.
but talk to me in a few hours. ughhhh.

sooo much fun though. :]

Friday, January 15, 2010

on a much lighter note.

I may have gotten a job today.
I applied at O'Malia's.
The manager asked this of me when I handed in the application "When can you start, we need a closer."
This job can transfer to a Marsh near me. This means a summer job too.
I have high hopes, kids, high hopes.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

"Savor the moment cause the memory's fleeting. Take a photograph, as the last train is leaving."

[Easy Target. Blink-182]

Okay, before I start, this is NOT an emo post. dont go that in depth. this is really nothing serious.

I have made a life decision today. not to beat a dead horse or anything, but this is a jordan related post. [side note: notice how i'm big enough to admit when things i say are about him?.. anywho..]

I have made the conscious decision to cut him from my life. i know, i know. i've said this before. heres the story as to why this is happening now. pardon me for yelling at him via my blog, i need to vent. here goes..

you dont get to act this way towards me. you dont get to call me selfish and uncaring when i'm not around when you want me to be. news flash bucko.. i dont have to care about you and your needs anymore. i chose to because i know you've been going through a difficult time. but i'm done. you burned this bridge. there's no going back. you will NOT guilt trip me for being with my grandma and not with you. heres a thought.. my grandpa died less than two months ago. when my grandma asks me to come over, i go over. she needs company for even the silliest reasons, like re-learning how to knit. i go over there because i know she just needed an excuse because she is still sad and is too proud a woman to admit it. you dont get to get offensive and call me insensitive and selfish for this reason. my phone died and i'm sorry i didnt realize it til 11 at night. you wanted to meet up with me. i get that. you had almost a month to do it. you chose two nights before i left to act on it. not my problem. at all. attempt number two didnt work either. why? i was sick. i didnt go out of my way to hurt you or make you feel like i didnt want to see you. you chose an inopportune time to get ahold of me. thats all there is to that. you didnt apologize for the things you said because you felt bad. you barely even apologized. when i said those things, while i admit i had no place saying them. i meant them. wholeheartedly. i believe you never actually changed. you met and talked to trashy internet girls before me, and thats exactly what you did after me. you plan to move out of state to see one of them. that is the stupidest thing i've ever heard. and no, i dont know this for fact, but i KNOW you. youre going to throw your life away because youre bitter and hurt. be bitter and hurt. youre allowed to be. but this goes to show that you are either being fake now, or you were with me. i'm choosing to think that youre not being your true self now. it makes me feel better. you do what you want. i'm done with you. i'm done with the bullshit. i'm done with feeling bad about what youre going through. if you want to get into who's being insensitive, that would be you. the whole time you were text-yelling at me, i can bet you didnt even think about why i was over at my grandma's. you were to concerned with getting the "closure" you so desperately needed, even though i know you've been up "claire's" ass for weeks now. fuck this. fuck you. fuck all of it. i'm done. goodbye jordan.

man. i feel better. that needed to be said. sorry if none of you care. i needed an outlet. :]

Edit: I will say this. You ARE a good person. you have many positive qualities and will make someone very happy in life. i realize that the aforementioned information spins you in a horrible light, but.. what you said to me was horrible. so it can only be expected. i did love you once, and i loved you for many reasons. but those reasons quickly faded as i noticed you changing on me. so no, you are not a horrible person, but this particular action was quite horrible.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

a hodge-podge of thoughts

well, i had some more classes today.

i started my day with physics. this class is gonna be a weird one. my professor is very "pause-y". he takes really long pauses in his sentences. weird. that, and his notes are word for word out of the book. i hate that. i fell asleep in class today.

after physics i had orgo. orgo is soooo much more organized than last semester. we have lecture notes people! lecture notes! we're not just left to decide what she wants us to write and what she doesnt! i cant tell you how often i wrote down certain things that i thought were important and then ended up not getting mentioned at all.. these notes outline EXACTLY what she wants us to know. brilliant!!

i had bio discussion today. discussion is a class that gives us all the exam questions verbatim. no joke. how awesome is that?

my criminal justice class is friggin brilliant! my professor is so funny. he cracks a lot of "i hate purdue" jokes. sorry kayla. but as you know, youre the exception. :] we got nothing accomplished in class today. absolutely nothing.

Get Fit 2010 started today. i'm workin out 5 days a week. maybe not in a row, but i will get 5 hours of work out in each week. i'm pumped about it. i'm almost positive this will change. :p but for now, its workin for me. :]

thats all for tonight, kids. :] love ya!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Job hunt part 1.

i went job hunting today and came to one conclusion:
kirkwood is not hiring. the entire street was like "no".

thursday i am trying places around college mall. not inside it, because.. i'll use the discount faaaar too much and never have any money. baaaad news. i'm thinking CVS [transferable] or borders. maybe even o'malia's. i dont know about that though.

Monday, January 11, 2010

and so it begins..

spring semester 2010 is here. and i have a good feeling about it. today was absolute hell. but we'll get to that in a minute. biggest thing about today? orgo. i seriously feel better about it this semester. this professor appears to be somewhat legit, unlike andrea-fucking-rude-as-hell-pellerito.. she seems nice. this is good. Kate Reck, please do not let me down!

i started my day with some physics. this professor has me a bit worried. he's american and all.. but his speech is still.. weird. he takes really long pauses in the middle of sentences. i hope i can follow him..

after physics comes good ol' orgo. dr. reck seems lovely. she's funny, and she was all "i know some of you have had an experience with this class. my class will not be like that" okay. not in so many words. but thats what i got out of it. so.

bio! by far my favorite. why? because my biology professor looks like the tiny old man from the six flags commercials. hes not as wrinkly, but still pretty close! i wont be able to pay attention to him. it doesnt help that he is quite funny. hmmm. evolutionary biology, what do you have in store for me?

criminal justice. i feel like this will be my best class this semester. see.. i picked up a criminal justice minor. i very well might add it as a second major.. who are we kidding? i'm not that ambitious. ahahahaha. anyways. my prof's name? Bill Head. he told us of his cousins name. Richard Head. can anyone guess the name he goes by? ahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

orgo discussion. i have to attend them this semester. really, they're optional. but ive told myself that they are required for me. i WILL get my B!!!

physics lab. thats about to be a bunch of bullshit. i'm not worried at all.

mondays suck. class from 8-7:40. an hour break at 9. another at 11. an hour and a half break at 2:30. kill me.
tuesdays and thursdays are great though, i only have one class. a 9:05. delightful.
wednesdays i'm done by 2:15.
fridays i'm done at 1:10.

and, because physics discussion doesnt meet til thursday, NO CLASS TOMORROW!! :D
thats my beginning of the semester update.

ps. kayla, please come see me!!! i love you beef!!!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

super bummin

Chelsea got called into work this weekend.
purdue = a no go
my two bestest friends were gonna meet. chelsea and i would get good road tripin time in. lots of good music.
i was so excited to see my dearest k-bizzle once again.
ohhhh sadness. :[

we WILL go up there. those two WILL meet. :]


i get to go see kayla this weekend!! with chelsea!!!

ps. it feels so good to be back in bloomington. i spent last night:
a) at red lobster with chelsea and her family.
b) helping chelsea unpack and take down all her christmas stuff
c) playing mario kart and eating pizza x with josh.

god. i love it here.

i do miss my watermelon though. so sad.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

best purchase ever

i now own apples to apples.

that is all.



Friday, January 8, 2010

Watermelon bonding time

so. something strange has happened to me. my brother is dating this girl. her name is allie, but i call her anything but, it seems. i often call her watermelon, or poultry, and sometimes kosher. [yes. all of those are inside jokes. dont try and comprehend it. :p] here's why this is weird. we get along. really well. we're friends and such. its nice. i dont know what i'm going to do when i go back to bloomington.

you see, we have been bonding everytime sean goes off to work. here is what our evenings often entail:

Harry Potter-a-thons
Super Mario 64
Mario Kart 64
Fountain pops
Junk food
Knitting [i taught her how to knit. :)]

watermelon, imma miss you!!!

kayla. i feel horrible. its already happened. you left, and suddenly we send a text or two. not a million. we dont talk half as much. :[ why must school do this!?!?!?!?!?!

Allie and Dani's List of things to get

1. Wands
2. Pointy Hats
3. Robes
4. Broomsticks [with magical powers]
5. Theme songs that always play
6. Time Turner
7. Cauldron
8. Potion-Making Materials

to be continued as we see fit.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

i am ready to get back to my life now

Well kids, its been a great break. many starbucks nights, chillin with friends, and the all time favorite new years at purdue. its been super fun, i've had a great time.

here's the deal though. lets get to goin. i wish to be back in bloomington with everyone. i havent seen any of them since i left. i miss them. i miss my chelseas. i miss my room. i miss my "living on my own" freedom. no curfew, no one to tell me 'hey dani, dont you have something to do?' i miss being able to do what i want, on my own terms.

i leave friday, hopefully. i'm going back with josh. thank god for that, because if mom were to take me, we'd be leaving sunday. i dont want to wait til sunday. i want a full weekend before classes start. odd thing is, i'm kind of excited for those to start. i realize that this excitement will quickly fade. but i am excited. i have a much better feeling about this semester than initially thought. i really hope it will go well. failure is NOT an option.

anywho, i love all of you. but i want to be back in bloomington now.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

in addition..

My dear K-Bizzle,
She and I are besties, beefs if you will. She and I had the bestest new years eve ever!!!
i heart you, Keneshwa Africano Ghettosofa!!!
love, D-FoSho

This is our group.
Josh [we only hung out with him for a wee bit], me [D-FoSho], Kayla [K-bizzle], Jayne [Mack Daddy], and Megan [Kayla, Allie says we should call her Milikinana, your thoughts?]
all of these people are delightful. :]

2010, the start of a fantastic decade

well, it is finally 2010. and if the year is ANYTHING like new years eve... its going to be really awesome. i spent new years eve with my numba one ho, K-bizzle [for those of you unwise to the ways of gangsta speak, thats kayla]. we went up to purdue to visit all her other friendsies. i will sum up the night for you now.

5:00: dani and kayla buy limes and chocolate covered pretzels. why? oh.. no reason.
5:45: dani and kayla leave for WL, taco bell in hand

okay. i'm ditchin that whole format.
we get to purdue at around 7:30, which is brilliant time, so i'm told. we get to kayla's apartment and wait for other people to show up. the first of the friends i met was jakob, he is nice as can be. cool guy. he has an awesome helicopter thingy. he sucks at steering it though. anywhoooo.

shortly after this, jayne [aka mack daddy], errrca [aka e-money or erica] and cody [aka c-balla] arrive and the fun begins. jayne decides that slightly inebriated sledding would be fun, so we drank up and went out. this was the most brilliant/painful idea anyone has ever had. but regardless of my fuckered up nose and other minor injuries, it was good fun.

we go back to kaylas, drink a smidge more, and head off to josh's for their party. we get there, everyone is chill and just sittin in the living room. not after we arrive however. we were all sorts of loud and obnoxious. no one complained, but i look back at this and think "hmm.. that could have been a little less embarrassing." again, oh well. :p we basically spent the time there chillin in the kitchen drinkin pink drink and occasionally gettin some lime juice for other drinks. i watched the ball drop with my beef, we celebrated by drinking some pink drink. looking back, i dont think i actually saw the ball drop. :p

we leave josh's. get back to kayla's. jaynes coat is m.i.a. jayne and kayla go to search. they found her keys at mcdonalds, her coat was stolen. :[ they get back and we watched south park until about 5am. everyone leaves, kayla and i go to sleep.

see guys, brilliant time. we had so much fun, and no one died. that has to mean greatness right?
we were gonna go back up there today, but kayla thought it best that we stayed so her mom wouldnt be upset. good call kayla. :] i WILL come see you asap!

i had the best time. thanks to: k-bizzle, mack daddy, errca, jakob, c-balla, and everyone else who made thursday night as amazing as it was.

ps. kayla. go give jakob a gangsta name!

Friday, January 1, 2010

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