I feel like blogging, so its gonna happen.

but what to talk about? i have nothing in particular. i suppose i will just ramble about the odds and ends of my life. yep. sounds good.

I have been in quite a good mood for days now. no reason why, really. i've just been pleasantly happy for a few days. i like it. i've been far too blah lately. hmm. i guess thats something to talk about. recently, i've realized that it takes far too much energy to be anything other than positive about things. yes, i realize that not everything can be spun in a positive light, but damnit, i'm gonna try. i guess that may be why i've been happy. i dont know. i just think its much easier to not worry about the little things. i like living that way. its been working out for me so far. i'm pleased.

i leave for florida in two weeks. i'm going with c-tooley. we're going to visit my dad. i'm quite excited. i'm also nervous. i know my dad. i love him, but i know him. or rather, i know his "wife". she can get quite out of hand sometimes, and i'm severely worried that i will end up embarrassed at one point or another during my trip. i have expressed this concern to my dad, and he seems to be doing what he can to minimize the possibility of drama. it certainly doesnt help that kelly's niece is going to be visiting during the week. this girl hates my dad. like, legit hates him. that should play out interestingly. i will say this. she will NOT be going to busch gardens with chelsea, deryk, and myself. she just wont. she will not infringe upon my best-friend/cousin time. she wont. i simply wont allow it. i hope she's okay with that. but then again, if she's not, i dont care. going off of past experience, this girl and i will not be getting along once shes been there for more than an hour. she'll make some kind of snide remark about my father, and i will lose it. we'll see how that goes.

i have developed an addiction to "the script". they are brilliant. i love them. check em' out.

hmmm.

well. i suppose this is an update. i had a pretty close friend, whom i dont feel like naming, decide i wasnt worth his time. this happened about a week ago. i may or may not have blogged about this already. if so, sorry for the repeat. but, dude, you made your choice. i'm fine with it. i dont miss you. i was not wrong. i do not regret the things i said to you. i will say this, i will miss the friends i will lose because of you. i'll do my best to keep them, but know where their loyalties lie. and that is not with me. do what you want, with who you want, but assure you, that door is firmly closed.

i had a great weekend with jen. started it off with some good fun with chelsea and blake. i got a battery thrown at my lip, and a chelsea foot to the head. what could be better? saturday night was the best time i've had since new years. [dont worry beef, i believe new years still holds the top spot] it was so fun. there was drinking. there was fun. and there was a lot of dancing. i had the best time. even the walk of shame was comical. i will never listen to "dont stop believin" the same way again. good times.

had an orgo quiz today. we'll see how that went. kayla, i dont believe i will ever fully understand the art that is acid base chemistry. i think i'm in trouble. ha.

okay. i've rambled on for far too long. sorry guys.

love ya!