NCC/This Weekend.

first off. lets talk about NCC.
not amazing.
not by any means.

marion placed 4th overall.
Math--1st
Science--2nd
English--4th
Fine Arts--6th
Social Studies--5th
Interdisciplinary [ID]--2nd

the night was good.
it confused me though. gabby was acting as though nothing was wrong, and then today, she proceeds to ignore me again. i dont know whats going on with that. but, oh well.

ACQUIRE THE FIRE!
yeah dood. thats this weekend.
allie and i will be gone from later on tonight til late tomorrow night.
i shall miss you all.
but, i'll be having fun, so i'll get over that. [jkjk]

it should be a great weekend.
expect photos.

i love you all.
>>dani[face]

turning point in life. [i quit]

ive realized something tonight.
it takes a lot to piss me off.

but guess what.
ive reached my breaking point.
i feel attacked.
i feel like im being blamed for things i did not do.
you say your done with the hurt and trauma we've put you through.
gabby, what the hell do you think it does to me when you tell me how horrible im being to you.
how do you think that makes me feel.
i have news for you.
if you want to be this way, if you dont want to accept any form of an apology that i extend to you, then fine.
im done with you too.
i thought you were better than that, i thought that because of what you claim jen did to you, that you wouldnt do this.
but you did, you did exactly what jen did.
youre a hypocrite.
chances are, i'll get over this.
but as far as this *friendship* goes, it can never be the same.
i'll forgive you, i'll be friends with you.
but i wont ever trust you.
you hurt me.
you cut me deep.
i dont like being alienated.
i dont like being blamed.
i dont like being hurt.
so, goodbye gabby.
talk to me when you grow the fuck up.



allie-- im sorry for what happened today.
yes, i do want you at my party, but i also understand how much crosley means to you.
as you said, lets just deal with that issue when/if we have to.
i still love you.
youre still the macaroni to my cheese.
and we will still make pasta and garlic bread every friday.
im sorry.

>>dani

just some lyrics.

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend


this makes so much effing sense right now.
damn.

youth.

yeah, youth was amazing tonight.

instead of going up to 4th floor, we helped out with childrens church.
it was a hoot.
i got to play with play-dough.
bobby-jack was there too.
it was a party.
'specially in the van. i swear, i dont think ive been hugged as many times as i was tonight at all in my life. [thats a really confusing sentence, i apologize]. thank you to allie and willis for that.

if i never hear a pronoun again, i will be one happy individual.
i felt really sick-ish in the van. [i ate my frosty really fast, and then all the random bumps and break checks....ughhh].
but i have chili now, so im ok.

seans 19th birthday is tomorrow.
happy birthday sean.

holly is giving birth right now. [woo]
i just found out that emily had her baby. congrats to her and adam.

im tired.
and, fyi allie = amazing. willis = fantastical. bobby = terrific.
i love you guys.

*hugs*
bye for now.
>>dani

ps. my mouth feels funny. =]

Overrated[[Everything Is]]

Overrated [Everything Is]
Less Than Jake

Maybe I'm jaded and bored
Always looking for more
Wait around for the next big fix
I know I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
But I couldn't care less
Don't know what it would take to change me

Everybody's so afraid to be different
Please excuse me now if I don't get it

I think sex is overrated
So is always getting wasted
Designer drugs and dead end jobs
And classic rock is so outdated
I'm so sick of therapy
And all the things you've done to me
How can I be satisfied?
When everything is overrated

Maybe the problem is me
But I won't make believe
And I can't take this mediocrity
What if this is a test?
And I deserve what I get?
Will I wake up with all the answers?

Everybody's too afraid to be different
Please excuse me now if I don't listen

I think sex is overrated
So is always getting wasted
Designer drugs and dead end jobs
And classic rock is so outdated
I'm so sick of therapy
And all the things you've done to me
How can I be satisfied?
When everything is overrated

(Woah, woah).
When everything is overrated.

Can't stand the normal
Can't stand the ordinary
Find me anything that's extraordinary
Show me something
Show me anything
Am I the only one?

I think sex is overrated
So is always getting wasted
All my friends and family
They make my life so complicated
I'm so sick of apathy and TV show reality
How can I be satisfied?
When everything is overrated.

Woah, woah.
When everything is overrated.

DAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNIT!

today = worst day ever.
1. mom tells me she *lost* my signature page to my FAFSA. which is a bad thing because i was supposed to have it to IU last saturday.

2. i swear, if i have pizza again within the next two weeks, i'll hurt someone.

3. i think im starting to contract that flu bug thing. [i need orange juice.]

4. i hate mrs. pearcy.
she was supposed to mail my fall grades to u of m a month ago!
yeah, i got a letter from michigan today saying that they still need them.
and because im out of state, they're not going to wait for me. im not going to get in. call me pessimistic, but i know im not getting in.
damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit.
i might as well kiss that dream goodbye.

thank you mariann pearcy.
thank you a whole FUCKING lot!

for the first time in a long time, i feel like crying.
damnit

2 hour delay and im awake.

yep. thank god for ice
i could be sleeping in right now, but im not. damn.

and im waiting for my clothes to dry so i can shower.
so i'll blog about nothing in the mean time. =]

i love my friends. they make me laugh oh so much.
my brother is a meanyface. he calls me yesterday just to tell me he bought the new flogging molly cd. click here to listen =]

it was very mean of him.
iss ok though. mom says she'll buy it for me some time this week-ish.

ok. im done wasting time.
>>dani

you make me a better person

reflecting back on youth.
stealing blog ideas from allie.
and showing that i do pay attention when mike talks.

yet another shout out post.


--allie--
youre a fun person to be around. you balance me out. i love you,
and the food we make.

--kayXlaface--
you silly two cent gutter slut, i love you to death.
you entertain me to no end. i love that.

--willis--
you crack me up. youre perhaps one of the nicest people ive ever met.
i love you lots.

--bethany--
i miss the hell out of you.
we need to hang out. like soon.

--bobbyjack--
even though that stupid accent of yours gets annoying,
i am so happy im friends with you. you rock.
i love you

i'll finish this later.
sleep time.
>>dani

it was in the name of science.

"Allie Pence" (12:15:43 AM): i propose we test it on ----

"Allie Pence" (12:15:50 AM): from the 4th floor window

"Allie Pence" (12:16:39 AM): and it's in the name of science

"Allie Pence" (12:16:48 AM): you like science

SoNotPerfect423 (12:17:39 AM): i do like science

"Allie Pence" (12:17:46 AM): so lets do it?

SoNotPerfect423 (12:18:05 AM): we could test reaction rate. how fast it takes all the blood to react with the ground. lets make it an experiment.

"Allie Pence" (12:18:18 AM): [00:19] Jordan: ITS OKAY!
[00:19] Jordan: I SHOT YOU IN BECAUSE IM TESTING A NEW RAIL GUN!
[00:19] Jordan: IT WAS IN THE NAME OF SCIENCE!

"Allie Pence" (12:18:28 AM): we could

SoNotPerfect423 (12:18:35 AM): science makes all things legal.

"Allie Pence" (12:20:13 AM): I put glue on your seat to see how fast super glue really does dry. it was in the name of science.

SoNotPerfect423 (12:20:26 AM): ahaha. see. it works.

"Allie Pence" (12:20:48 AM): i threw water balloons in your room to see if you'd get wet.

SoNotPerfect423 (12:20:58 AM): i shot you in the jugular because i wanted to see how fast the blood drained from your body. it was in the name of science.

"Allie Pence" (12:22:00 AM): i shanked you in the eye to measure if you can feel pain.

"Allie Pence" (12:22:12 AM): it was in the name of science

"Allie Pence" (12:23:48 AM): i waxed the hair off of your body to see how much wax it'd take

"Allie Pence" (12:23:52 AM): that could be fun for jason

SoNotPerfect423 (12:24:14 AM): ahaha

[insert outlandish title here]

Rules:
1. We have to post these rules before we give you the facts.
2. Players start with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. People who are tagged write their own blog post about their eight things and include these rules.
4. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged and that they should read your blog.

1. first and foremost, i am probably the easiest person to please. you can do very little that would piss me off. it takes a whole lot to make me angry at you.

2. i have some freaky OCD tendencies. [if i can see the volume on a TV, it has to be on an interval of 5. if i shut the fridge and it doesnt make the right sound, i have to re-shut it. i count stairs obsessively. so on and so fourth.]

3. it would surprise you how many people im willing to take a bullet for.

4. i really really hate the crip. but, ive learned to deal with it.

5. i have a constant feeling of *youre only talking to me because of the crip* with most of my closest friends. [even though i know its not true, i think it all the time]

6. you could stab me in the back as many times as you pleased, and i'd probably still love you as much as i do now. [chances are, whatever you were saying was right anyways. xD]

7. i am rarely in a bad mood.

8. i thrive off of the problems of others. i have a compulsive need to fix people and the situations in which they find themselves.

now. i tag. mariah, mom, bethany, sillyfaceloserkins, kayXlaface, bobbyjack, deryk, faja.

update.

thats olivia.
im babysitting her right now. shes cuuuuuuuuuuuute.
[and she loves pictures.]

this week in review:
monday: a whole lotta nothing.
tuesday: half day. lunch with jen and rebecca at steak n shake.
wednesday: took ap chem test.
thursday: got a C on ap chem test. got a C on algebra test. got an A on english test. STAIR FIASCO!
friday: worst day ever. my head hurt, i couldnt focus on a damn thing. bombed an equations quiz in ap chem. went and saw the bucket list with stacey. good movie.
saturday: this was both a good and bad day. made 15 bucks for babysitting olivia.<3>
sunday: church in the morning. algebra homework in the afternoon. youth with allie and willis. more algebra homework. sleep.


notes on today:

willis and bobbyjack.
i love you both.
i really hope the two of you can work all this out. you guys need each other, whether youre willing to admit that or not.
i love you guys.

olivia.
shes adorable. end of story. =]

music: time of dying--three days grace. listen to it.
mood: my head is pounding. damnit.

BWHAHAHAHAHAHA

"Willis" (9:38:17 PM): Yeah, she rambled on about something that i couldnt pay much attention to due to my head throbbing. Children, van, mom, car.. ..ride, dani..

"Willis" (9:38:27 PM): I told her to remind me of whatever it was on sunday

"Willis" (9:38:31 PM): o.o

"Willis" (9:38:31 PM): O.O

"Willis" (9:38:35 PM): *falls over laughing*

SoNotPerfect423 (9:38:48 PM): dont hurt yourself dear.

SoNotPerfect423 (9:38:53 PM): whats so funny?

"Willis" (9:38:55 PM): Remind me to never put 'dani' and 'ride' in the same sentence again. its too funny.

SoNotPerfect423 (9:39:05 PM): hahahahahahahahahahhaha *dies*



BWAHAHAHAHAHA!